.Monday, January 17, 2011 ' 8:05 PM Y
Dear Diary,
its been a whole 17 days since the previous entry.. huhu!! i must have been a busy woman, oh!, add in the sickly woman too because i have fragile (NOT BRITTLE) bones and the wisdom tooth has grown for the second time. the good thing is that, my nerve doesn't hurt anymore which MAY mean that the tooth is growing nicely :) or maybe im a strong girl :P anyways, it is the ulcer near my mouth that is aching! =.=
on another note, i've been feeling shitty these past few days. colleagues said it could be due to the wisdom tooth effect. oh wells, my period is coming soon so yeah, should add in that too.. :) uhuh, my temper and moodswings has been bad lately.. broke down a few times, only one with the bf.. up till now, idk why i still prefer to keep things to myself. i dun tell it unless i want to. and seriously so far, i barely open up abt my personal life to people. and include the feelings. i am really a complicated person. i am clumsy. i am messy. i am dotdotdot. but look at the picture below, i agree with that. i have a bf but i still feel lonely.. no doubt abt it.
currently,i am a stressed girl. yeah yeah, no school assignments to rush etc but who says employees like me doesnt have stress?? =.= i have okayy!! LOADS of themmm.. pfft.. and frankly, i dunno who to turn to. no one knows my life except that i depend on my bf alot... Ahh, there's more to it. he doesn't know what's deep down inside of me too. booooo.. anyways, not complaining. i've been this way too long and i erupt when i do. and if i cry, i cry alone. i've been doing that. i dun like to make people's shirt/blouse wet unless i have to. :/
To those who have lent me a shoulder and be my listening ear, thank you so much. appreciate it.
PS: tuition starts this fri at yishun.. heeee.. i shall earn lots of money and GO BACK TO SCHOOL! i miss books :((