life has been pretty mundane for me.. and i certainly do look out for the weekends.
dear ♥, thank you for the afternoon ytd. it was a nice, short and sweet date and oh, i am definitely waiting for more random dates with you. i just love how u treat me,like a small kid but with a mature mind
anyways, left home in the evening to meet achip for some fireworks moments but we missed it for the second time. how sad i was :( tiffs here and there, and i decided to go home early and rest cos i woke up before 8 ytd's morning and yeah, we shud be purely friends now too :) which i think is just nice because we had all those arguments gg on non-stop at every dates that i couldn't handle anymore. and i mean dates, because i decided not to have any relationship with anyone just yet. what with my work, tuition, friends and family commitments.. i am definitely not gonna risk breaking anyone's heart. that feeling definitely sucks. and jacq, a colleague, always reminds me it is difficult to maintain a marriage, what more a relationship. so yeah, i dun think im ready to be in a relationship.
as you daily readers can see, my relationships are all short-lived. and seriously, i cannot be bothered to have another one unless he can make me feel that im worth living for :) those past experiences taught me never to trust a guy's words damn easily. i have been holding on to those words eversince the breakup with hazmil :) and yeah, in time, i rejected a lot of guys. HAH! cos i dun believe what they say anymore. what marriage and all.. nonsense cannn???? i super cant be bothered to believe in all these bullshits.
havent even meet still dare say i wanna be with you. OMG! go get a life plssss.. you dunno how hard it is to handle me (im wilful, stubborn, irritating, easily jealous,cant be bothered to entertain your nonsense in the middle of the night girlfriend) ok, that's the bad part only but on the other hand, i can be understanding and supportive. :) but oh wells, i think i prefer supporting myself, my family and friends first right?? hah.. selfish aishahhh :P
anyways, i dunno why i get irritated oh-so-easily nowadays. maybe its due to the phonecalls? haha.. i shall include the number of irritating, annoying guys msging me every single day asking when i can go out with them. i have like the same 4 guys pestering me everyday. irritating okayyy!! pfft.. sometimes, i feel like throwing my phone away.. or maybe, just purposely leave my phone at home. heh! bitchy meeeee :P but i dun wear watches and how am i gonna call daddy to tell him that he shud be on the way to fetch me from work alrd?? hmmmm.. pampered righttt?? :) who cares! my business :P
anyways, i shall stop here. till next time okayyy?? oh oh, and my order from one of the blogshops have come alrd.. 2 dresses! gatal me! :P oh, and syikin, i got the msg from chatango alrd.. awww!! hahahas