Dear Diary,

i miss my GFs pls!!

i miss lim jingyi!
i miss my once in 2 months gathering with atiqah, aqilah& asyikin.
nadiah&shahira.
hafizah,redzwan,syed,hafiz,atikah,elly,rizal,rudin.
syikin.
random meet ups with pig and achid.
i miss hakim :((( but he's coming back real soon??
i miss masturah and ira and QS and belinda and ash and jiawei.

aiyaiyai.
in fact, i miss MI toooo.
boooooo!!
:(((

oh wells, the colleagues at work cheer me up everyday.
hehehe ^^ they are real nice. funny. kind.
and i play fb everyday at work. without fail :P

oh, today was real real hectic. i've nvr felt stressed and panicky in my 2 weeks here before. in fact, add up with the moodswings, it made matters worse.
i almost cried this morning because some aunt was talking abt her nephew (confidential :/ ) and how i almost lose my top over the phone with an annoying woman who kept calling. it really annoyed me. oh, and early in the morning, a policeman called regarding some referrals. and since i was the one doing most of the screenings, i had no choice bt to help despite the so-many-workloads that i had. and he could still flirt with me. ANNOYING! seriously.. he gave his hp number just so i could call him back after i gt the referral. for work purposes only.. he totally got me pissed me and annoyed for wasting my time and causing my work to be delayed. he seriously got a thrashing down from me when i called cos he was super wasting my time looking for his stuff. pfft!

and he still irritates me now! =.=

on another note, hopefully, my dream man at work ^^ have a safe journey for umrah this weekend, firoz. he wont be at office for the whole week so no one to call me hello sister :) hahahah.. contradicting right? my dream man yet he calls me sister. hmmm.. i called him my dream man cos he was just the right guy that i was looking for. and most importantly, his qualities. not that his appearance was something that really matters, but hearing stories abt him really makes me proud that i have a colleague like him.

he prays during office hours ^^
he is very humble ^^
he is gg to umrah ^^
he can even ask me to advise the malay women clients who come to our office to wear something that is proper and not wear revealing clothes. =.= ^^
his jokes are damn funny ^^
he is matured for a guy his age, maybe due to the fact that he has been in the social industry for a couple of years alrd

but then again right, yeap... i hv no special feelings towards him :)
but still, its not easy to find a man like him these days.
i see a lot of my guy friends not gg for friday prayers, which somehow disappoints me to the max cos the excuse they gave was because of work. i mean, your work wont run away. does it even kill for you to leave your work for one hour and do OT for another hour just so your work will be done on tt day? which one is better? money or ur deeds to go to heaven and get into Allah's good books? even if your boss fires you because you are persistent enough to go for friday prayers, Allah will help you find a better job right? when you pray, means you are talking to him. he knows your troubles without you having to tell him. and if you put in effort, insyaallah Allah will help you get a good job with a better pay than your previous job. yes, it's hard to find a job these days but if you dun give up, im sure you'll get one soon enough.

anyways, i need to go and have some sleep for work tmr :) dad will be fetching me.. YAY YAY!!