Dear Diary,

they are forever my happy pills.. these kittens/cats.. super cuteee!! ;)

i thought abt someone. how he lied. and continued lying even after the break-up :(

it hurts. he hurts me. over and over again. but i stil dun hate him. in fact, i have forgiven him. and all that i can do to forget whatever he did, is just to move on with my life.

to you, i am sorry i had to let go of things this way. i am not ready. not ready for you. not ready for us. not ready for a new relationship. but im thankful that you understand. i am just not ready to commit to boys now. i just wanna focus on my tutees and hopefully, when work starts, im back to the working me. i dun like the piggy me now :(


oh, to a very good friend, mayb this is what you have been feeling. but nevermind, it is common for people to get confused with crush and like. even i do get mixed up too. but i'd prefer to take my situations as crush because im not ready for a commitment :) but its good to know that you have faced up to your feelings and move on. stronger and wiser :) that's what we've learnt. both you and me :) even though we have different experiences. but its the lessons that we learned count! ;) have a nice one week trip to Taiwan and we'll have a date with the rest of the girls too ;) i soooo can't wait! ^^