Dear Diary,

my 21st celebration

oh nooo!! can i take out the number 1??? pretty plsss....

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for the best sec sch gfs ever!!! mad jack cafe soooonn!!! whenever im free??

muahahahas.. that'll be every sunday?? LOL!!

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for the best prisch gfs ever!!

thank you for the surprise birthday with azhar :)

and the presents are sweet..

they leave me SPEECHLESS!! :)

and oh,thanks for speaking up for me in the tagboard shahira :) hehee..

org tu btl nye merepek nonsense!

to all who has wished me etc

bahhhh!! thank you very very the much :)

thanks for putting in time and effort for the cakes and presents and the planning too!!! :)

i am gullible at the first time but not the second time!! hahahas.

so yeah! i got taken in by the prisch gfs planning on sun after the run last sun. but i managed to read thru the secsch gfs' mind when they made me walk all over orchard to find them on monday!! dah luh dah lame tk gi orchard... sesatttt!!!! :P and handphone batt dying at that point of time.. so i told aqilah if i cannot find them,i go home.. member paniccc!! bahahahhas.. but yeah, read thru their plan but anyways, girls, thank you very much!!! for the surprises and the plans and the presents

and to hafizah, for spamming my inbox even before its 18th, for spamming my tagboard, my twitter,my facebook and for that post :) hahahas.... sweets! thank you very much.. i love you too :))))

oh oh,the next entry that i'll update about will be the disney on ice show that i got to watch with dearest nadiahhh!! :)))) not much princess but yeah,its still as majestic as ever.. moreover,we got the middle seats somewhere in the crowd and nearer to the stage.. ;)

after leaving kallang,we bus-ed down to serangoon to take 103 to jalankayu. i haven't eaten the whole day cos piggy me woke up at 215 and ate a quick quick lunch which is nt filling at all and rushed for tuition. so yeahhh.. ate our late supper at cafeela before heading home. she in a cab while i was waiting for my bus since its a walking distance only.. but im just afraid of stray dogs roaming ard.. since i gt chased by 2 on monday after celebration with secsch gfs. heeee... errr.. scary luh siaaa.. panic gilerrr!! and i was trembling when i called daddy to come to my rescue.. but thankfully, a cab drove past and the dogs went into hiding.. nk larik mcm tk cool!! huakk!! so i walk quickly jekk.. hahas.. aishah mcm pantat!!! dah panic panic,masih nk cool! padehal,kentalllll!!! :P:P back at urself,aishah!! ahhahas..

so today,headed down to admiralty with dearest syikin to the exbf's house to visit that SMALL boy! :P i havent seen him after the break up and it felt good to see the gila2 him.. and thank you again for the present,syikin and thank you for the bag,cik!! :) and you,thank you for today :) i wish i had more of todayyy!!!! oh oh, i didn get to kiss my syg cos as usual,that cat is scarryyyyy to kissss!!! :P

and dear you,pls get well soon... and the msg that i sent you? i mean it,dearest... you know that very well.... just get urself stronger yeass?? i'll still be right here,fighting with you sweetest..

hohoho... i have to head to bed soon cos i has to wake up damn effing early for work at buona vista tmr.. :(( there goes my beauty sleeeepp.. hahahhahas.. mcm luh aishah nie cantik sgt ehhkk... bahhh.. mmg tak cantik pun!! sbb ade pompuan lain yg lagik cantikk :)))) heeheee... so they deserve to be praised more than me?? tol tk??

anyways,talk abt cantik... everytime ppl praise me,i always deny.. hahas.. right jing and syikin?? heehee... and the ex-dates too... recently,i just finished reading a novel and realised,being beautiful is subjective.outer beauty will lose as we grow older and its only inner beauty that stays cos that is who we really are. we can never lose ourselves unless we let others take the real us away.. make sense? i guess.. when i was with someone in the past,he didn reali liked me wearing tudung and stuff.. and bah! love is blind so i stopped wearing it. yeah,u ppl may call me dumb and whatever but i realised my mistake. and it was a good thing that relationship ended cos i knw i have to stand by my own principle and not heed ppl's advice without thinking.hw naive can i be that me and him will stay tgt for long... oh wells,alhamdulillah.. he's nt even a fren of mine.. i dun wan to keep on having hatred towards him when im his fren so its better to keep away :)))) and now,im back to me.. heeheee...

11 plus,he'll call... hopefully,i can wake up to hear him,even for a moment. and next week after tuition,is date with dearest date :) heh.. havent seen him for 2 weeks alrd.... but that's the whole point of dating rightt?? hahahs.. and yeas,im taking things slow in moving on.