.Sunday, March 14, 2010 ' 9:15 PM Y
Dear Diary,
bahhh!!! hakim came backkk!! but only for a while :((((
sheeshhh... i miss him alrd!!! :((
he reached singapore in the morning but will only leave in tuesday..
i super need to meet that cheebye!!!
i owe him so many bashing up! pfft..
oh wells, i shall also not forget the sweet surprise that the prisch gfs and azhar gave me after the run. initial plan to go to the exbf's house is postponed to next sunday :) and i havent seen that B for so lonng... hahas.. u knww what B stands for *winkwink*.. ok, back to story.... so yeah,they totally got me punked with their stories!! hw the present they brought was for shahira's colleague whom nadiah know and that she lives in yishun and that when shahira msged that colleague,she didn reply ccos she could still be asleep... ughhh!!! i feel super duper gullible nowwww... and then azhar came by.. so i thought it was a normal lepak-ing session with them skali i saw my cake!!! hahahahhas... no wonder arif msged me ytd night exactly at 1200am to wish me happy birthday when it was supposed to be another friend's birthday..but yeah,we're nt close to her anymore. i just knew her birthday was 4 days earlier than mine.. heehee.. ^^ but anyways,korangsss!!! u guys leave me speechless!!! besides the fact that i was thinking 'i cant believe i gt punked by my own friends!!!', i was speechless cos i am shy to express hw grateful i am to have u guys as friends. u girls never fail to cheer me up, thru my ups and downs, and esp listening to my never-ending stories filled with complaints and vulgarities and stupid lame jokes etc and most importantly,for being there when i was at my lowest and that lowest point of my life was the hardest to go thru.. i thank god that we're in touch and closer despite the distance between us.and also that i do not have lots of time to spend with you guys due to the tight schedule i have everyday... i am sorry if i tend to disappoint you guys by turning u guys down for some outings but im glad u understand :) thank you again for the sweet birthday surprise and cake and the presents... i nw have another bear to hug when i go to sleep :) and another frame where i can place in my room,displaying the sweetest prisch gfs i'll ever have.. :) and not forgetting azhar too for coming down to pasir ris in the hot sun just to bring the cake and celebrate it with the girls and i :) appreciate it much!!!
and im looking forward to tmr's advanced celebration with the secschgfs at orchard... see hw direct they are :)) hahahhas...and i is not looking forward to work tmr :/ oh wells, i is busy looking up for uni courses and is considering to take o level Amaths.. bt nth is confirmed yet :/ i feel stress!!! at work and outside work!! i dun have time for myself and for my family and for my friends :( and definitely no time for a bf :( hehhh..
baby was lying beside me on bed when mommy came and he ran away.. so mummy laid with me on my bed.. -.-
mommy: come,let me hug you..
me: for wat??? rimas luhhh...
mommy: alah.. i rarely get to see you.. everyday u work and almost everyday u got tuition luh,dance luh... hard to see u at home.
me: aiyahh.. still got the rest wattt...
mommy: its not the same... let me hug u for 5 minutes arh..
me: aiyahh.. (but i let her do it)
mommy: (not even 5 minutes!) i need to go toilet. got stomach ache.
me: -.-
hahhas.. i feel mean for not having time for anyone and myself at all. :((( and now,i am not even free on thursday cos i got preview lesson for hospitality and tourism mgmt at kaplan :/ and i may be applying for unisim :)hopefully i dun get to see that nicholas at alll!!!! bahhhh!! stress stress stress!!
k dah bye!! i gt so many ppl chatting with me and im doing essays to apply for psc scholarship.. and i applied for volunteering for police :) and i just enquired abt mercy relief.. heee... k, im crazy when it comes to helping ppl... but tt only shows hw kind i am kannn?? ^^ heeheee... k bye,readersss.. muah muahh!!