Dear Diary,

specially for AbdulHakim!!!
huuuu.... this boy is gg to sail off this sat without meeting me cannss?? and i is super duper sad.. but oh wells, since he's sailing off at the last min,i decided to just drop the case and let him do what he has to do before he leaves singapore and will only come back in dec?? fucking long period! 10months! -.- and FOR SURE! i'll miss this cheebye cos practically,he's the bestest cheebye friend i will ever haveeee and yes yes,the only kambeng i'll have for life! for all those pranks,small little arguments, crude and cheeky words,i dun wan to apologise cos u knw i dun mean it.. but one true fact remains, that is i love you,dear friend... i really do..for the past month that i got to knw u,u reali brought joy to my life with ur cheebye attitude! and i swear i love that attitude of yours,besides the moodswings that you always have -.- and no,'baby',i wont forget you even though i knw u may forget me :(( cos u simply have too many to think of :P oh wells, safe journey, 'baby'! i'll wait for you to come back and then meet you.. and no love,u wont die at sea.. i'll pray that you'll be safe and sound everywhere u are... huhuuu.. i is missing you alrd cannsss??
with lots and lots and lots of love, Aishahhh ;)
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ytd...

me: *smiles* what's ur name arh?
mrCrush: Asyik..
me:Asyik?
mrCrush: ya.. why eh?
me: hahas.. nothing.. just tanye only *smiles*
mrCrush: *smiles*

today...
me: *smiles*
mrCrush: by the way,name awak ape ehk?
me: hmmm.. aishah *smiles*
mrCrush: Aishah...

heeee.. at last i got to knw his name righttttt??? ;))) some of the female colleagues even supported me,saing he looks sweet and nice :) and that i shud try for his number or else,the kakak will ask for me... and i said noooooo :) segannnn...

and 2 days straight,i has been meeting ridzuan for last min dates after work.. :) im sorry i couldn tell u why i cried :)) and no more dates with him for this week :( cos im tired.. what more,i have somewhere else to go to with nadiah tmr after work and have to accompany jing for shopping for her cny clothes :) i havent meet that girl for ages!!!

i dun feel as happy with him as when i was with you. but i cant help but notice the difference.
today's moments with him reminded me of you, your promises etc... and it made me broke down today. in front of someone who has been showing his utmost sincerity to shower his love on me for the past few days. but no,i couldn run away from those thoughts anymore.. and to you,i reali reali need time to forget him.. i hope when u read this,u understand why i cried.. and i know you will.. :) thank you very much..

goodnights!