.Saturday, January 30, 2010 ' 10:39 PM Y
Dear Diary,
work this morning was :/
annoying people pls!! worse than any normal days cos today was fully damn packed!! and i almost lose my temper cos i couldnt take it anymore.. but oh wells.. anyhoots, there was no mr crush today.. and apparently, i dun miss him as much as i miss someone else! huhhuu..
annoying people pls!! worse than any normal days cos today was fully damn packed!! and i almost lose my temper cos i couldnt take it anymore.. but oh wells.. anyhoots, there was no mr crush today.. and apparently, i dun miss him as much as i miss someone else! huhhuu..
23.01.2010
family day outing at Changi Beach and i think i dun wan to go there ever again!
the sand is so rough! and the water is esp dirty :/
i wan to go to sentosa cannnnn???
family day outing at Changi Beach and i think i dun wan to go there ever again!
the sand is so rough! and the water is esp dirty :/
i wan to go to sentosa cannnnn???
after the picnic (we cannot do overnight because the babylove is at home and i definitely dun wan to leave that cat at home alone! ), rest and slacked for a while before heading off to cafeela at jalan kayu for dinner. after that,chitchatchitchat with the neighbours i nvr saw before and the uncle asked ' baru habis psle eh?' and i was like ??? baru habis a level! and yes, lied down on bed and sleeeeep.... :)
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19.01.2010
met them girls at amk hub.. and amazingly,i was the first to reached :( sadded cann?? tunggu diorg mcm nk rak! hahahs.. had our lunch at popeyes and went to coffee bean and then to dessert house ;)
anyways,aqilah turned 21 on 10 jan!! hahas.. super late celebration but oh wells, i think it was worth the wait for the 4A girls celebration :)
met them girls at amk hub.. and amazingly,i was the first to reached :( sadded cann?? tunggu diorg mcm nk rak! hahahs.. had our lunch at popeyes and went to coffee bean and then to dessert house ;)
anyways,aqilah turned 21 on 10 jan!! hahas.. super late celebration but oh wells, i think it was worth the wait for the 4A girls celebration :)
meet up soooooon and we talk abt kahwin!!! hahahahass.. im the last to kahwin kayyssss??-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
01.01.2010
i have more pictures of them but yes,will upload them at fb sooooonnnn... ;)
PS: korangsss!! i dunno if i can register for the NERun thingy on timeee!! :/ the stupid pay still havent come! i feel cheated cannsss?? :( oh wells, tag/msg me ok korangsss??? and i miss both shahira and nadiah so muchhh... havent seen them for soooo long!! ok,mayb just last week bt it seems ages alrd!!! ;)
is it just me or is it simply annoying becoming a girl/woman??!! damn it these guys! annoying!
mayb meeting my kambeng tmr!!!! weee.... my first meet-up and i is excited???? :)) i miss that kambeng cann?? so yes, tmr is cheebye ppl day with kambeng ;)
goodnights,readersss..
i wanna be single for as long as i can.. cos like wat i said in fb,im becoming heartless.. and i mean it. i can nvr be as heartless as this in the past but yeah,the recent break up totally made me locked my heart to accept a new guy. im nt prepared to be hurt again. im just a simple girl who wants to be loved and not get hurt by that person she loves.. but oh wells,love is complicated.. it still requires sacrifice whether or not ur still with him or not.. right now,im not sure abt my feelings cos work helped me to avoid reality. but looking at the exbf's pictures made me shiver. i wasn scared.. just feeling something that i nvr felt before. and no,its not hatred. i dun hate anyone,not anymore. and loving someone does nt mean u have to be with him.. i learned to accept that fact alrd.. mayb the feelings are there,maybe its not? i dunno.. im still hanging on a loose thread and i give up on love. let God decide. for now,i am nt in love with anyone.just missing H and H!