.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 5:58 PM Y
Dear Diary,
the primary sch gfs who are nw much much more enthu in running for marathons more than me! ;) heeee.. muslimah run on 100110 ;)
and moreeee!! i have yet to take the pictures from shahira :(
i have pictures which are super long overdued :( and i dun like this temp lappy :(( huhuuu...
anyways,i'll just make do with this thing until the lappy comes back from repair :) and i cannot rotate the pictures from the camera in this lappy :( if not,i can quickly send to arif and post it at fb! super doinks!
the exbf said i shud change url cos this is too long.. and so i shall heed his advice.. ;) actuali,i hv been thinking of changing url :/ and that exbf gave me some kind of inspiration for the new url... obviously, something to do with that boy for certain...
eeeee...i got no mood to update pls... i saw ur fb status.. i said i trust you but i cant help feeling this way. i wan to listen to your voiceeee!!!!!!!! and be there by ur side... like you,i dunno what the future holds for us too. but im still holding on.. i dun wan to just be your friend. for now, im shud be ok with that... but in time to come,im not sure of i can hold on to that status. its hard.
dearest farij msged me a on saturday night,telling me he's flying off to taiwan alrd :/ and i totally forgot abt it :(( to think that that dear friend still rmbs to find me,hehh, actuali after the break up with the dearest hazmilbaby... and i feel so baddd.. super baddd... i mean,he'll be there for 3 weeks! and i didn get to say a take care of yourself msg or anything :/ and oh,nt forgetting i didn get to meet him before he went off. :/ oh shitttt!! oh wells,i hope he takes good good care of himself there and goes and comes back in one piece ;) or else,i have no one to play pranks with and lost one of the ppl who love to play a prank on me.. huhu!! k,touchwood! :))
talking abt forgetting, huhuuu.. to someone by the name of ridhuan/riduan/reeduan or whatever from TP robotics course,first year... huhu!! thank you random friend i met while was on assignment from science centre.. thank you for the random chats and oh yes,nt forgetting to ask me along to the prayer room at TP and waiting for me to finish etc :) huhuu!! ur a very nice fren,dude! and oh yes, if i ever get to meet you again,we'll exchange email add or numbers ok?? :/ sorry abt that evening when i left without leaving my email add for you :/ i feel super duper baddddd even though i did it on purpose.. i mean,i dun reali knw you and stuff and its weird giving my email to ppl i met only once but oh wells,since u helped me willingly,even without me asking for them,i think i shud have just given you on tt day itself :(( anyhoots,if anyone of you readers are from TP,help me find him and tell him i said BIG THANKS kayysss...
oh oh,talking abt him, while i was deleting ppl i dunno from FB,i came across this name by the name of abdul hakim! i nvr saw him before,for sure.... fb msg him and chatted at msn :)) and i think,whenever i msg him now,i feel like a kambing! like seriously! what with the way we type our laughters! -.- and for coincidence sake, he's fizah's junior.. and so,he's definitely a younger boy than me :) but definitely cleverer than me luh that kambing! purposely make me explain what's metabolism when he took BIO during sec sch. -.- cheebs btl! dah biase kene maki kan hakiiimm??!!? hahahas.. oh wells, hakim is definitely my small kambing nw! ;)
anyways, a short meet-up with atikah after her interview was :))). ate our lunch at tongseng and ehhh,im amazed at why i didn get to finish my chicken rice. i could usually finish it but not today. :/ something wrong with my stomach? :/ hopefully not. and i havent checked my weight for a looooong timeeeeee... but i measured my wrist. huhu! its getting smaller :/ HAZMIL!!!! ur exgf is growing thinner!! :/ aiyaiyai! oh wells,back to today.. after lunch,we went ard haji lane and bugis street. and this time,i gt reminded of the girl that wan was attracted to and hw the exbf was trying to make me cool down abt wan.. aiyah! then atikah and me went to look for maxi-me dresses and bags.... huhu!! tmr is a movie date with her.. gonna watch the jackie chan movie thingy with her ;) i havent watched a movie for so long.. the last time was with the exbf after sch last yr :/ oh wellsssss...
i cant wait to get my lappy backkkkk!!!!!!
assalamualaikum :)