.Saturday, January 2, 2010 ' 3:15 AM Y
Dear Diary,
happy new year everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
and and why so many ppl reading my blog??!?!?!
SCARYYY!!! bahhahhahas..
anyways, i feel like a swine..
i got pics to upload for today.
and things to settle..
sorry but aishah dah tk nk rapat sgt dengan laki dah.. sorry farhan..i knw this may hurt you but aishah btl tk nk farhan letak hopes pat aishah.. i cant do this. im still hurt... sbb bobal dgn kawan aishah tadi made me realise that HE still means something to me.. kiter kawan jek k? and yes,aishah tkkn tinggalkan kawan mcm farhan... we'll be friends k? sorry,love...and thanks to
syed mohd suffian for the call. bahhh!! i've nvr felt this empty before.. huakk! but yes, thank you for not stopping the tears from flowing, thank you for letting me relive the memories of the past 3 happy months with the exbf. and thank you for still understanding this belo ex-date of yours :) and thank you for telling me whatever u told me. for the 2 days u've been there,thank you very much :) appreciate it even along these calls,we always argue and not listen to each other bt that was only temporary.. thank you for listening... ur the best first best fren ever,love... and not forgetting,for the past 2 new year celebration,this boy has been celebrating it with me! hahahas... what the hell! pure coincidence? i guess.. bt its good letting everything out with him and settling the never-ending issues and telling him endless stories.
if he's a girl and i can overnight at his place,we wont sleep! bahhahahas... and i know,i'll ask hafizah and syed's mama to join us! :P k,i miss his mama! :/
and
atiqah! at last i get to chat with you righttttt?? hahahas.. thank you for tonight!! i wished we could chat longer :( but yeah,at least better than nothing kan syg?? hahahhas.. :P
i miss gatal-ing with you and aqilah and asyikin!! hahahhas.. :P but yeah,telling you abt all those endless annoying dreams.... i hope those dreams stop!
and dun msg masthan!!!! hahahahs... no match-making for me,yet! let me heal myself then we see hw k? :) masthan bleh tunggu! i dun care! :P hahhaas.. k, shhhhh.. dun tell him.. hopefully,he doesn read my blog. bahh!! but if he does kan, tell him i say thanks for caring abt the status :) i cant believe im saying this but im touched to see him concern.... just dun matchmake meee!!!! booo :(
and bahh!! at last i got to talk to
juncong! hahahas.. yes yes, that first love! and boo!! i miss talking to him :) and atiqahhh!! hahas.. i told him what happened since he asked.. it felt good :) but he's attached ready!! :( but as long as he's happy,im ok :) dah wish him last long tau! :) if only i could tell him abt those dreams.. i think he'll laugh abt it. -.- k,now i miss sec sch times.. where there is only me and him! bahhh!! k,i moved on but yes.sweet memories? :) and atiqah matchmake us! bahahhas.. if i didn make tt stoooooooopid mistake,i think i'll still be with him kan kan kan?? tau tk lepaskan! :P bahhhh!!! :( booo! k dah.. DIA DAH ATTACHED! hahahhahas.. long lasting yes? oh oh,thank you for the listening ear.. another touching moment to rmb... on 2nd jan! :)
oh oh,my personal diary has got so many juncong's name... and joa--- baahhh!! teringatkan zaman dulu!! susah sgt nk pilihhhhhh.... in the end,dgn juncong :))))) but then.... stoooopid me go and stead with another guy! kalau tak,aishah tk merane mcm giniiii!! hati tkkn hancur!!! tkkn ditipu! i wish i can turn back time :( time machine anyone? teera syg! sorry aishah tk dpt ikut utk picnic tuuuuu.... :( but soon kaysss?? dah lame tk nampak teeraaaaaaa!!! i miss u syg! :P
k dah..aishah dah nk tdo! i need to stop thinking and caring and loving that particular someone! but i shall nt make anyone the substitute... i shall be single :) until tatawu biler.. and i dun care! :)
PS:
zuzul nyanyi sedappp!! hahas.. hello new friend :)
and
primary sch friends!! sorry if im nt as chatty as before.. i think i still feel empty inside,after the break up :( but,u guys made me laugh today.. and sorry sbb aishah tk sedap badan tadi! btl mcm nk muntahhhhh!!! bahaahahhas.. muslimah run on sunday! cannot waitttttt!! :) and monday,training with nadiah! yes! time to lose weight :))))
nightsss and morning worlddd!!!
oh oh,new yr resolution, dun believe whatever guys says,esp if u dunno him tt well! shall heed ian's advice or he'll nag at me! bahhh!! a mistake he doesn't mind repeating? hmmm... no comments,for now.... hati dah tertutup nk terime sape2 k? :) k dah... 14 feb! i is booked alrd! ;))) whoever is dating me that day,u know urself! valentine movie?? :) hahas. i love youuu!! i shall make this a suspense thingy!! heee...
i see a potential eyecandy in you! :P