.Monday, December 28, 2009 ' 12:29 PM Y
Dear Diary,
happy 50th,Pa!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love u very very much :)
these are just the few pictures..im just too lazy to upload them.teehee.. i shall post a proper entry nw :)
but idk wat to post abtttttttt :(
anyways,i wanna say thank you to fizah,dina,teera,danbff!,syikin,asyikin,nadiah,justin,dyea,shahira,sanjoy and esp the family for giving me back my strength and for showing that they care. that means alot.even though most of the friends knew of the status thru fb,i appreciate that u guys care. i reali do.
and to Hazmil,for everything :) i am stronger now... because of you.. thank you very much
a heart-to-heart chat with most of them,esp bff was very relieving.even though he wasn reali there,it felt good telling him the whole truth which most of the friends do not know.oh wait,only he knows. idk what came over me to tell him the whole thing,the whole reason but im glad he was there. he helped me open up my eyes to see... thank you very very much bff.. that was a reali good cry i had.it doesn matter if u were here,physically or not.. i still knw u care :)
anyhoots,i have been slacking at home,and definitely behaving like a SWINE.. heeee... the job is just taking toooooo long.. and reali,im tired of living like a pig. :P life is too boring.. bahahahhahahas....... oh oh,and im sorry to the guy friends,esp wan and pig for indirectly distancing myself from you guys.. i guess,i still need to be alone because talking to u guys will definitely make me open up abt wat i went thru and i reali reali wanna forget it. its alrd hard letting go and its still painful when i think of all the memories. i hope u guys understand why i give you a cold shoulder everytime we chat.. esp to wan.. bahhhhh!!!
aishah mintak maaf sbb tak dapat nk terima muhd.dah brape byk kali aishah kate aishah cume boleh kawan jek with you.byk lagik pompuan lain yg berhak terima cinta muhd,not me.move on pls. hati aishah nie dah tertutup nk terima mane2 lelaki. i just wan it to heal properly before getting into another relationship,itupun kalau aishah nk.. for nw,aishah cume nk kawan jek.tk lebih dari tu.
bahh!! k assalamualaikum..
these are just the few pictures..im just too lazy to upload them.teehee.. i shall post a proper entry nw :)but idk wat to post abtttttttt :(
anyways,i wanna say thank you to fizah,dina,teera,danbff!,syikin,asyikin,nadiah,justin,dyea,shahira,sanjoy and esp the family for giving me back my strength and for showing that they care. that means alot.even though most of the friends knew of the status thru fb,i appreciate that u guys care. i reali do.
and to Hazmil,for everything :) i am stronger now... because of you.. thank you very much
a heart-to-heart chat with most of them,esp bff was very relieving.even though he wasn reali there,it felt good telling him the whole truth which most of the friends do not know.oh wait,only he knows. idk what came over me to tell him the whole thing,the whole reason but im glad he was there. he helped me open up my eyes to see... thank you very very much bff.. that was a reali good cry i had.it doesn matter if u were here,physically or not.. i still knw u care :)
anyhoots,i have been slacking at home,and definitely behaving like a SWINE.. heeee... the job is just taking toooooo long.. and reali,im tired of living like a pig. :P life is too boring.. bahahahhahahas....... oh oh,and im sorry to the guy friends,esp wan and pig for indirectly distancing myself from you guys.. i guess,i still need to be alone because talking to u guys will definitely make me open up abt wat i went thru and i reali reali wanna forget it. its alrd hard letting go and its still painful when i think of all the memories. i hope u guys understand why i give you a cold shoulder everytime we chat.. esp to wan.. bahhhhh!!!
aishah mintak maaf sbb tak dapat nk terima muhd.dah brape byk kali aishah kate aishah cume boleh kawan jek with you.byk lagik pompuan lain yg berhak terima cinta muhd,not me.move on pls. hati aishah nie dah tertutup nk terima mane2 lelaki. i just wan it to heal properly before getting into another relationship,itupun kalau aishah nk.. for nw,aishah cume nk kawan jek.tk lebih dari tu.
bahh!! k assalamualaikum..