.Monday, December 14, 2009 ' 12:53 AM Y
Dear Diary,
i feel so ????
one by one,friends hv been coming to me for help/advice.
no,im not complaining..
i get worried easily..
just ytd, a fren had trouble with her family. well,i hope everything's ok... and our small tiff,i know had made us closer.. its been a while since i cried into a girl's arms.. i wish i knew what to do ytd. but i seem so lost..couldn think straight,nt tt i was drunk.. just lost.. and babe,i know ur strong to go thru all these.. and like u say,im always there for u and so here i am :) always here.. love u,gf..
after i reached home ytd night,i got msg from another fren.. saying hw she felt the urge to break up with the bf.and again,i felt so lost.but hopefully,she heeded my advice..nt tt its a professional advice, just that i think its the best way..
and i have been hearing friends breaking up eversince last week.. hopefully,they are good now and that things are gg well..
and syg,u may keep things frm me tonight and i dunno what happened.. but i just wan u to know that i'll always be here,as promised to be thru ur ups and downs.. u said there's nth to be worried abt but here i am,still worrying over u,dearest boy. hw can i nt worry when ur nt telling me anything? wished i was there.. or wished u were here instead. like i told u tt night,ur warm hug definitely gave me strength and i mean it. i love you,syg.. always do.. all the best for ur exams ok??
ya allah,kau panjangkanlah umur cik yat. kau kuatkanlah hati dan semangat teman2ku ya allah. kau tabahkanlah hati mereka utk menghadapi semua dugaan ini.kau berikanlah mereka petunjuk ya allah.lapangkanlah hati mereka dan juga hatiku. Amin.
u know i love you ppl,very much.. im nt an expressive person.i can only show my love by being there for you guys and dearest friends, just know that i'll always be here...and tt includes u,love. Assalamualaikum