.Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ' 9:55 PM Y
Dear Diary,
aiyaiyai... A levels officially ended for me. and i am on my way to job-hunting. heeeee..
so many things to do.
meetups with lovelies this week
there's dance tmr..mayb a date with sec sch gfs..if bf cannot make it
there's outing with the pakciks&atikah on thurs... but i gt a date with teera.. aiyaiyai.
i have to cut my hair on fri..very rimas alrd!
off to bf sch for his track and field competition on saturday morning.all the best,love.
standard chartered on sun morning.date with pri sch or date with jing.
it all clashes! i dunno anymore.. i dun wish to talk to anyone nw..
its just so long that i havent seen him.why must i be like this? why do i get jealous easilyyyy?? am i just possessive??? or am i scared that the past will repeat itself?? neglection resulted to lust for him....... that was the first time ever someone betrayed me.that someone i trusted so much... aishah tk nk bende same terjadi lagik... he is my life,oh god.. dun let me lose him like hw i lost syed to another girl.dun let me lose him because of the distance and obstacles you had for us.dun ever ever let me lose him to anything,dear god. i love him too much i cant imagine life without him..................
replies to tags:
jing: i guess i can make it..... if i dun hv a job yet. hee
fi:yes! since a levels is so over....
shahira: hah..majok2 pun bobal ngan aku pat telefon jgk.. hmmm.
dina: yeap..its over alrdy...thanks for the prayers adik.
quanyuan: hello :)
hazmil: miss you too,love.
nadd: heh..jgn gaduh kat sini eh korang..
shahira: aiyaiyai... sun bleh gaduh k? ;)
pardon me for the un-expressionable replies.
and you can see my heart..beating
you can see it thru my chest
said im terrified,but im not leaving
i know i must pass this test
so just pull the trigger.
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and for the bestest bf i've ever had in my whole life.i knw i told you that i dedicated this song to you baby. and i wan you to know,i need you in my life and i love you very much..missing you dearly,love....
Ne-Yo - Never Knew I Needed lyrics
(Ooh)
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
For the ending of my first begin
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
And for the rare and unexpected friend
(Ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)
You're the best thing I Never Knew I Needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always
My accidental happily (ever after oh oh oh)
The way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
But now if you open it up and take a look
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (that I needed)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Who'd knew that I'd be here (who'd knew that I'd be here oh oh)
So unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
Undeniably happy (hey)
Said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)
Girl you're the...
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (said I needed oh oh)
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed (needed oh)
So now it's so clear I need you here always
Baby baby
Now it's so clear I need you here always
assalamualaikum..and im sorry for wat i said to you,syg.i reali am. goodnightss