Dear Diary,

sheesh!
im sick!
and i dun like it.
pms is coming.
moodswings along the way.
this is crazy.

i miss my MAA.
i hate guys who hurt girls.
:P

and ihateyou,youfuckingfatblackass.
be grateful there's someone as pretty as her,who's willing to sacrifice her youth just to get married to you and you have to do those bad stuff and say bad things to her.and it is so inhumane of you to treat her family ly tt.she bore you a child, and gave you all tt u needed and this is what u gave her in return?and for god's sake,he is ur father-in-law.you're such an animal,do u know tt?i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you to the max!!u are so not appreciative of others and i hope u die soon.it'll do you good.it'll do us and the whole world good,u fvcker!!i hate you like to the max mans.and how come ur so black,not like the rest of your family member??oh waits,mayb u anak angkat.takde mak bapak,tupsl perangai so kebabian right?suker carik pasal ngan org.ludah kat muke org.sepak terajang org tua sampai dier masuk hospital.agaknye kau mintak nk kene bantai kan!!dah lame hidup pe?!?!?!kalau perangai mcm setan bertopengkan manusia,lebih baik jgn kahwin.cermin diri kau tu sdri.dah luh tak handsome,gemuk,tk tau apape psl agama kau sendiri!tk malu ke ngan org lain?dah luh dah besar,dah jadi bpk pun,tk tau nk kesian kan anak kecik kau tu ke?? ade bpk perangai pun mcm babi! aku rase perangai babi lagik mulia dari kau luh!go reflect on yourself luh mister.i seriously think u dun deserve living in this world arh.FVCKER!!

ok ppl.im not being a racist here.i dun mind having contacts with ppl of different skin colour or religion or sizes or whatsoever.but i reali hate this guy here and im so ashamed i know him.oh oh,and i wished he'd die soon and stop creating trouble for all of us and that girl's family.that small girl has been thru a lot at a young age and i sympathise with her and the family.
sheesh!!thinking abt it just irks me.

anyways.i feel giddy now.gtg sleep :P
goodnight!