.Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ' 1:39 PM Y
Dear Diary,
reflections.
one word to conclude: sensitivityyou wan ppl to be sensitive towards your feelings,then be sensitive towards theirs.if you're not sensitive to mine,then im not sensitive to yours too.apologies after apologies.what's the point if you carry on making the same mistake?im not a person who can let go of issues easily.it'll take me months to forget. :Pk bye!!i should be moving on with life!but i cant! i missed that sucker.yes yes,that sucker who sucks my blood,alive!!!that stranger!!sheesh!!oh oh,and the perfect guy!he's attached.and i just want him.ok,i shall wait for that family guy to break up with his gf!heh.but i doubt so luh!!!grrrrr :(said this to mom and all she said was that she'll pray a good guy comes along the way.and i asked: what happens if that good guy is younger than me?i dun wan you know!and mom said:i'll just pray whoever comes along the way will treat you good.
arrrrgghhh..and all i ever wanted was that perfect guy!yes,the family guy.grrrr...doinks!!! sheesh...oh and pig,if you wanna know the reason why i love jet planes,it concerns this guy here.haish!ok,i shall not talk abt it or i'll just cry :(ok.i shall stop talking abt those 2 irritating assholes!!doinks!!
on another note,i shall,no,must start studying already!!!!!!!!i've been watching horror movies and not able to sleep at night!hahas..especially abt the pocong movie that i watched!hahas..and i watched another chinese horror movie show this morning.hahas..doinks!!and pig,i told you that you must stay awake until i sleep which is like 12 plus midnight!!so you better do or else,i'll call you something else!!hahas..maybe something worse than pig!!hahahhahas..yes yes,im mean to that arsehole best friend i have.but that's because he's been bullying me from morning till night.from the pocong movie to abcde.............................z abt my day!!doinks!!oh oh,when i was at grandma's house ytd,errr..something super embarassing happened!hahahahhaha..and all aliah could say was,keep this inside your diary ehk!!hahhas..doinks!!ok,to those of you who wants to know,msg me ok?!?! ahhas..im so not gg to make a fool of myself.doinks!!ok piggy,i know you know abt this so dun you even dare to spill the beans ok!?!?!or else,you watch out mannsssss!!! :Poh oh,
ns man!!get well soon!!hahas..if your fever doesn come down soon,you'll hear me saying i wan to go toilet and .... hahahhahas!!!!everyday!!amcm?!??!? ahhas..i think you can go crazy,go find new friend ready!!hahahhas..doinks!!oh oh,he doesn like me to tell him that i wan to go b****.. ahhas...doinks!oh,and he's the only person whom i dun say i wan to b****!!hahas..cos he doesn allow me to,no matter how urgent i am!lol..so doinks!!
anyways,a few days back,piggy asked me why i was so happy.ahahahas.and i just replied cos i feel less pressure with lesser love commitments.thinking abt my reply,i think in my case,it is so true!hahas.and i like the way things are right nw :) so,hafizah!!!hahas.i think i'll make the video like soon?? hahas.. when im in the so crazy mood and when i have inspiring ppl to inspire me to come up with lyrics for the video and for me to sing!!hahas.. which is i think real real soon..hahhas..doinks!!oh if you guys are wondering wat video we're talking abt,heh,if i rmbed things correctly,i made a video once of myself being single for 1 month +++ and i sang!hahas..oh oh,which reminds me of how i use to sing this one malay song,dedication to belovedbabycat..hmm...the siapa blg gadis melayu tak menawan song..hahas..yes yes,i sang that song but altered abit of the lyrics.recorded it and let the sec sch friends listened to it.went toilet for a while and when i got back,they bluetooth the song from my phone and practically let some other frens listened to it..and everytime they see me,hahas.they'll just go cing cing cing..hahas..so doinks luh those days!!but i think those are the most happiest days of my life luh!!heeee...hehe..ok,im thinking of fat now!!i haven't been exercising for 5678765679 years and i think im growing fat like real soon!!hahas..junk junk junk!if piggy knows this,he'll nag at me!doinks!! :P but yeah,like i said earlier,he bullies me so he says im growing fat.hahas..which reminds me of,that time when i was in a boring mood,i got reminded of this one scene frm pontianak dot dot dot the movie where by the doc checked the patient's stomach..knock knock knock (drum beat sound effect)!!hahhas..inspiration to make music sia!!hahas.. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....soooooooooo i hit my stomach and made rhythms with it!!!hahas..GILER RIGHT~?!?!??!?!?!?! i know!!and all piggy said was:hahas..cos ur fat that's why you can make sounds with your stomach,something like that!!!DOINKS!!!hhahahahhas..i think if bff were to read this,he'll just knock my head when he sees me!!hahas..doinks,i know im shorter than you :Pheeeeee...oh oh,will update abt other stuffs when i rmb aites!!ahhas..doinks..k bye world!!nyet! :P