.Monday, June 8, 2009 ' 4:57 PM Y
Dear Diary,
I MISS THEM!!!
AND THEM!!
below are like the so-long-ago need to upload but obviously,im just too lazy and busy with school. so there.there's more though. but yes,im just plain lazy today!!
last day of school with ms tee :)
hoho..hidayah,fatin,sabrina!
birthday celebrationanyhoots,LCCI's over..and im so not sure if i can get that distinction.
GEE!!!this is so stressful.
on another note,i've been studying with teoyueying :)
and i swear i love that girl..hahas.
studied with her and sree at KingAlbertPark after acc on sat while dearest sabrina headed off home first.sree went off first while i stayed with yy.left at 7 plus and a chinese guy chased after to me for my number.shit!!i think i should learn how to lie on the spot ready.cos this guy is very irritating.oh,his name is benny btw.and he thinks i like donkey just because i always say doinks!
YES!!!BENNY IS SUCH A DOINKS!
anyhoots,on a brighter note,hmmm..
i dunno..lol..
oh oh,primary school outing with nadiah and shahira(mayb syamilah??)
hahas.i so cant wait.
STORIES!!!! to tell them!!
oh oh,and dance meetup with dearestdancers!!!! heehee..so exciting!
oh oh,and i get to see syikin this week!!i super miss that girlf luh!!
teehee..im chatting with MUHDhendra darmawan now which brings me back to me gg home with him just now.. hahas..
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 ............ times
he called me kental until i couldn stop chuckling and went crazy?
k wait,is chuckling for chickens??hmmm..wtv!!hahhas..
but im not a chicken okay,ppl..hahas..
LOL!!gg home with hendra is fun!! but he didn say MUSIBUT to me today!!hahas..
wtv that means! :P and he is so tak malu to have celebrities as his gf!!hahas..
irritating giler luh!!ahhas
practically,im chatting with fareez carebear :) now..hahas..sheesh,i miss that close confidante of mine.i can just talk to him abt anything including personal life.but yeah,he should be busy too,like me.doinks!and he treats me like a small kid(oh wells,who doesn't? :P) even though he's younger than me. LOL :P
PS:to you,i have accepted your apologies but whatever happened that night,it cannot be undone.it can never be undone.i cant pretend nothing happened when it has greatly affected me.i reali cant.i didn even imagine that you would made me cry.of all ppl,it had to be you.give me some time alone to get over it.maybe it'll be longer than just a some time.no worries.i'll be fine.you just carry on living your life like normal aites.and just know that things can never be back to how they used to be like last time.
and you,why do i still care for you when i dun wan to acknowledge you already?why is it that that news just had to make me worry abt you?its so irritating when i thought i've moved on but i still do think of you some time.can u get out of my head?? it reali sucks thinking of you right now when all i ever want is to forget you and not rmb you at all.when i hear those songs, i cant help but think abt those times and this obviously affected my mood.and definitely affected ns man.sheesh.this is so unfair!for myself and for ns man!!i seriously hate you pls!
oh,to each on his own.i cant be bothered with some ppl.i really cant.i cant take this anymore.
oh oh,and you've been a very sweet person, to who this may concern.hahas.thanks for the elaboration on who is zulaishah! :) doinks!! sorry i had to cancel today.but soon ok?? :) oh oh,and thanks for saturday morning :)lovelove
i just wanna sing my heart out,like i always do!!!hee..singapore idol??i wish.anugerah?? i wishh..i have stagefright!!damn it..and obviously,a big lack of self confidence.a career?? mom wouldn't let me.but i live once.and i really wanna go out there and sing!!mommy,i really wanna sing.i wanna dance!i wan to pursue my passion. :( k,fine.i'll just sing to my friends and continue being sabrina and prerna and wendy and hidayah and fatin's radio. :) hahas..
k bye,im getting tired :) good day,world.be good ppl ok?? :)