.Tuesday, May 5, 2009 ' 11:41 PM Y
Dear Diary,
im bent on changing my blog's url now.
this afternoon's event really made me realise who i really am.
where i really stand.
in your life!!
i really cannot take this anymore.
since u dun care,fine,might as well u dun even know abt my life right?
heh.i shall change but i'll leave this for you to take note of.
before you start hurling accuses at me.
cheh!
take care,stranger.
i really dun wan you to be in my life anymore.
i really dun wan to and i mean it this time.
i wan to move on.
i shall live my days slowly.
i shall not let the past affect me anymore.
it used to be us,now its u & I.
strangers we are.
all the best.
it is so like girls to suffer when guys break our hearts.
i shall heed mami's advice.
shall be a feminist and i know someone will support me.
that someone who has been with me thru happiness and sadness.
that someone who was there when my tears just kept flowing,endlessly
that someone who gives me motivational stories when im down and low
that someone who takes care of me when STRANGER wasn there at all.
that someone who knows how i really feel cos i cant keep things from him.
that someone who used to be just a fren.
that someone who has been supporting me in my passion.
thank you so much.
i dun wan to be your friend anymore.
cos when i still am your friend,i still feel hurt.
i still cry,i still cant move on,i still think of you.
i still love you
and i still cant forget you.
but saying all these does not mean anything to you anymore.
you,who initiated this break up.
you,the one who broke my heart into a ZILLION pieces.
you,who dun care abt how a FREN feels.
you,who just dunno how to take good care of me.
you,whose promises are just lies and who used to say,promises are meant to be broken.
you,who broke your many promises
you,who gave me so much hopes
you,who made my tears flow endlessly.
and it is because of you AHMAD RUSDI who made me hate you!
DAMN IT!goodbye arh.dun find me anymore.i dunno you ready.
doinks!