if only the moment of watching sunset tgt with you could stayspecially for you.our favourite song. <3
i need to study.but the funeral in front of my room is disturbing.
susan boyle is very inspiring.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk
there's a show tmr @ taman warisan at 11
1st week,you asked me to show tt i still love you
2nd week,another you wants to get back tgt
3rd week,another 2 yous asked me to be d gf and d date.
gee.scary.
ok,funeral band is quiet now.
shall go do LCCI paper.
seeing all those gfs who just cant seem to move on,i thought of why it was hard on them.and finally, i understood.their tears,their agony,their pain.i've went thru it all.but my choice was that i dun wan to suffer anymore.i guess my will to move on is strong.like dearest exbf always says,it is all in the mind.and as his gf(at tt pt of time),i listened to him(and i still do now,for some cases :P ).now im applying it to my life.to be happy.anyhoots,i hope u girls are stronger.im sure you girls have heard ppl saying there are better guys out there.my advice:believe in it.cos when you believe,you have faith.and when you have faith,god will help you, provided u help yourself.but if you choose to stay and not move on,think for a while.is it gonna be worthwhile to just wait for that someone?if he's meant for you,he'll go back to you.if not,give yourself more options.you may never know one the guys you found along the way is ur mr right.
i did my reflections.im different.i may be stronger in moving on cos my relationships are shorter.but believe me,everytime i fall in love.i fall in hard.i know the feeling is true.i think that is all that matters.as long as i dun lie to my feelings.and evrytime i cry,i know i feel hurt.i bleed inside.but after tt,it became easier for me to move on.i learned to love myself more and not become a slave to love.i may put lovely words,just for the dearest exbf.but ppl,just know.im still trying my best in moving on.i dun wan to keep all these things to myself and not say it.i dun wan to regret it in the future.
my memories with you.i can never throw it away.if only those moments could stay.there's no one who could discipline me like the way you do.there's no one to rush me to sleep like the way you do.no one to force me to bath.no one to force me to finish my hw quickly.no one to ask me to go home straight after school even when he's in camp.no one to kiss and hug me like the way u do.no one to sing and dance with me like you do.no one to walk home with me,hands interlocked with mine.gee.there really is no one like you,dearest exbf.and there is no doubt,i still love you.and i still miss you,like i always do.things may change.we may change but i've not stopped thinking abt you for a day.shit.tears are flowing now.and i miss you badly.can i have back all those sweet messages from you?can i have you share songs with me like u used to?can i spend more time with you like we used to do?can i?can we? *onlygodknows*
enjoy ur day,dear friends.
PS:pig,i dunno what happened today.ur not replying my msgs.tell me soon,aites.